i don’t wanna be alive anymore

don’t wanna cry no more

or fake a smile no more

every day feels like an uphill battle

my heart and mind tattered

I don’t wanna be sad anymore

or feel bad no more for past transgressions

cant handle my depression

this anxiety is killing me

i’m not the friend I want to be

please forgive me

the longer I live, dying at 16

probably would’ve been for the best for me